... as a traumatic birth experience survivor. I was induced, and it was all downhill from there!
I saw the film just this morning [Showtime on demand], and it has literally begun to change my life. I've always heard people say that about songs, movies, books... and now, I get it.
It's been over 15 months since I gave birth to my daughter, and I've been dealing with the pain, confusion, guilt, anger... mental and physical chaos, ever since. I'm on two anti-depressants, something I never needed before, I have trouble sleeping, the whole nine. I haven't even lost the baby weight yet. Any of it.
After months of feeling helpless, hopeless, and just plain sad, I now feel: empowered, angry, and determined!
I'm writing myself a book, to help the pain I've been trying to hide from these past months, just to get it all out of me! I'm tired of my daughter's birth, which was supposed to be a cherished memory, coming to me in flashback form, like I've been through a war.
The birth experience should be something natural that you are doing, not something that is being done TO you!
Thank you so very much for the work you are doing for mothers and babies.