I have to say I was scared to have my baby this time around after what happened last time. My doctor did a c-section I think because he wanted to go home. There was nothing wrong with my baby at all. So I found it hard to have another baby feeling defeated with the first pregnancy.
I found a midwife group that supported me through the whole process I feel emotionally and physically. And December 2009 I had a VBAC. Surprisingly drug free. It was a hospital VBAC but I did however have a VBAC. I have felt so great and felt that my resentment behind all that happend during my first birth went away. I am truely enjoying my time with both my babies this time around.