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With my first son, I was so young and naive. I was told on a Friday that I would be induced that following Monday if I didn't have my baby over the weekend so I took (a lot) of castor oil and ended up "forcing" my baby out on Saturday. It was so traumatic and I KNOW that the reason why we are having some issues with him now is due to the trauma he received during his birth. Years past and when my…