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Hello! I love the advise that many women give here and thought I might get a little bit of help from those that are experienced with home births. A quick look at my history. First pregnancy I wanted to go natural at the hospital, water had a leak, they induced, I broke down and took stadol, I was ready to push and had to wait for the doctor for 15-20, then my son was almost out and had heart deca…